well i am sitting here at work and i think i've read every page on the Internet, so i decided to start blogging :) .
There is exactly 25 days until my wedding and 4 weeks from now it will be all over and we'll be back from our little vacation. I really dont know how i feel about that. A year ago i was sitting here dreaming about eloping and n0w i'm having a full blown wedding, complete with headaches from all in attendance. The invites went out about 2 weeks ago and we've only had a single regret. We were hoping for more. haha. but we also havent heard back from a lot of people yet. Personally, i can't wait for it to be over. I mean i want to get married, but people think its all about them. Its the only day of my life that I get what I want. I'm sure everything will fall into place, or at least i hope everything will. I guess i just need to stop listening to everyone and just kinda ignore comments or actions. I mean what else can i do? Its hard tho when u want to just keep everyone happy, but all the people that are bothering me i guess do not deserve me trying to please them. And when the day comes and anyone ruins it for me, i have zero problem telling them that they ruined my day. Hopefully if they have a heart that will at least make them feel bad.
Anyways, enough with the wedding this weekend i think we will complete the final detail which is picking out all our songs. We decided to make this a nice romantic task and we will have some wine and a nice dinner while we look for (and im sure argue over haha) songs. then on saturday we're gonna go for a picnic on the canal which is always nice. Sunday i need to work on my tan and Monday we have our beach pictures taken for the pic that people will sign when they come to the wedding. I can't remember what beach, but i assume its in Rochester since thats where the photographer is.
In other news Bindi got a shot on Saturday and shes been sick ever since. Like not bad sick, just sleepy and not really eating. Shes still herself tho wish is a good sign. And this morning she was pawing at us to get up when the alarm went off. As if we didnt hear it! and then she ate her food all up and rolled all over the rug making noises. so i think someone is feeling better! which is great, but i will miss sleeping thru the night!!
