halloween

So Bindi the LOBSTER didnt work out as well as we would have liked. she kept it on, but she wouldnt stand still and we could barely get a pic of her!! *sad face* and she didnt really do great with the kids coming and ringing our door bell either, she barked at them all and even one girl was afraid of her! lol. So Halloween '07 was not the best success story! But we did get a lot of compliments on our pumpkins! =0)
So now starts my count down to christmas... 54 days to be exact! i need to put away my halloween decor and break out my winter stuff. Its funny thats its like 70 today! but its all good!
Im actually in a pretty good mood today, dans home and he got some errands done, i went to costco on my lunch and got a few necessities. And as i mentioned its REALLY nice out! I am such a weather affected person.
i pulled a muscle in my chest the other day. Presumably from the ever so heavy dog. It freeking hurts! every time i twist or reach it throbs. Hopefully it will go away soon!!!!! =0)

free stuff is my favorite! today we got world series hats, and although i can not WEAR hats, its still free and i love it!
So i bought these red shoes a while ago and wore them for the first time yesterday and i LOVE THEM. i got sooo many compliments on them!! even a morning news anchor came in and fussed over them! (mean while u know her shoes r probably 500 bucks!).
I have been trying to eat really healthy during the day and i think it caught up to me today. around 1 i felt super light headed and my stomach was growling something crazy! that'll teach me to be healthy!
today is halloween! i hope we dont get a ton of treaters. I want to eat the candy! haha. i need to get Bindi to stay in her costume too! hopefully i can just get like 1 or 2 good pix of her in it!
I decided monday that im tired of being taken advantage of here in this lovely traffic office so i made my sticker fixer appointment for friday afternoon, meaning I HAVE to leave early. Dan and i decided to take that rain check date from a few weeks ago, this friday since i'll b home around 330! =0) this weekend seems like its shaping out pretty well, dan and i have a date friday. Nicole and are are gonna do christmas decor shopping sat. and im gonna use sunday as a catch up/cleaning day! =)

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so friday was pretty much my worst day @ fox ever. i think i cried for the first like 4 hrs i was here. its been a bad few days actually. i fucked something up here, my sallie mae account is all fucked up, and my car failed inspection on saturday. i spent 160 dollars on tires so i can get rid of the stupid Red R sticker on my windshield. its just been bad.
yesterday we carved pumpkins. mine came out really good =) i need to go get battery tea lights .
today has been long, lots of stupid things being a giant pain in my butt.
sigh.

crazy

So game one was last night and work was nuts! i can not believe how crazy people get about their commercials that air for thirty friggin seconds (most of which are used to A- get more beer, B- pee from drinking too much of that beer or c- check on another program you would like to watch!) But anyways, with out these people i would have no job.
Anyways, next week is Halloween. I'm not even feeling in the halloween spirit! i think its cuz its like 50s, not very octoberish. Global warming's a bitch man. As much as i hate the cold, i hope Christmas isn't like this. I can not go christmas shopping in the low 50s! i just can't! Speaking of christmas, i can't wait to start doing cristmas things! Anyways, i need to find a costume for bindi. I think dan and i are gonna go to petco and see if we can find her something, not like it matters cuz she prob wont wear it.
Last night while we were watching the game we had kicked the dog out of the living room cuz she digs at the couch cushions and we really have no other way of stopping her. well after we kicked her out we fell asleep on the couch. We woke up a little later and she had RIPPED HER BED into 1000 pieces! there was foam EVERYWHERE. stupid dog. So she has proven that she is NOT getting a bed, and i do NOT feel bad about it!

Dans weekends off are always so much fun, which makes them go by way too fast. Friday night we were supposed to do a dinner and a movie, but work was crazy and i was late, so we just did subs and hung out, which was JUST as fun =0)
Saturday morning dan and i went apple picking. we got a little lost on the back roads, but we managed! and it was a lot of fun! We got TONS of apples and i got 3 gords =0) We came home and kinda puttered around doing saturday things such as laundry and groceries. Then at night we went and watched the game @ nicole and erics. we were all tired, but it was still a good time. Yesterday we had planned on just vegging out, which we more or less did. Dan made me breakfast in bed and then we watched csi, lol. dan power washed the house and i made apple pie from scratch! and it even came out really good! My dad let me borrow a little pie cut out thing so the top crust had little apple cuts outs all over it. hehe! I was so surprized with my self! oh and on saturday i made london broil! that came out REALLY good too! im getting good @ this cooking crap! But anyways last night we watched transformers and then we stayed up til 1am watching the red sox celebration, so needless to say im wicked tired. we're trying to figure out what to do next sat. Lovern has her jewelry party which i really dont want to go to or spend money on cuz i only wear like my every day jewelry so its pretty much wasteful to spend money on... and besides, i want to spend time with dan. i spend half my weekends bored out of my mind and sad w/ nothing to do. then when i start making plans like 1 million things come up. arg!

over it! (and u)

So yesterday Dan and my brother were in conspiring against me! lol. Ian Sent me a msg saying that Trans-Siberian Orchestra tix were sold out.... i was like u dont like TSO. and he responded that his Gf wanted them. I thought that was weird seeing how his Gfs dad works for Ticket master! so then a few mins go by and dan txt me. Its pix of tickets to the TSO!! at first i thought that they were someone else's tix so i was like why is he sending them? then he explained to me that he got them for us as a surprise!! Normally i hate surprises, but this was a great one!! Im so excited for it! Its Nov 10th @ the DCU center, so we're prob gonna go o eat before hand too. It should be a lot of fun, we've been wanting to go for a few years now but we never get around to it. and its the perfect time to kick off the holiday season! =)
In other news, dan and i are going apple picking saturday and then i think im gonna make an apple crisp (arent we just sickening lately? lol)

me & my big mouth

Sometimes i speak my mind too much and it gets me in to trouble. Sometimes i speak my mind to others and it gets THEM into trouble. When will i learn not to express my opinions to others and just keep my thoughts and feelings to my self? You would think after 24 years of my mouth getting me into trouble i would have learned by now.... but i have not! Maybe sometimes i'm too sensitive and i shouldnt let things bother me. That would help with my big mouth. Maybe i'm too nice to people. Maybe i give too many people the benefit of the doubt. Whatever it is, I always seem to be regretting things i said, thoughts/feelings i have shared or confiding in someone i think i can trust. This year has been a lot of first for me... My first time on my own, my first puppy, and my first time (and only!!!) getting married. I think this year should also be the first time that i learn to shut my trap and not get involved in things. I need a switch to just shut my feelings off. I care too much about people to do this, especially when someone is doing something to hurt the ones i love. I will just continue to let others badger my self worth and make me feel bad about myself. I obviously am not worth it to some people. My whole life i have been told i am not good enough, pretty enough, etc. When i am finally old enough and strong enough to prove people wrong some one has to come by and slash me right back in my place and remind me that i will always be the ugly, fat, worthless little girl i am destined to be. But from now on i am a new Amy. No more opinions. No more comments. No more worrying about everyone else. Nope, not anymore. The new Amy is keeping to herself. I will be a quiet little, ugly, worthless thing that keeps her thoughts to herself.

--a new beginning---