Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Breakaway

Every once in a while i get into these moods. i really can not describe it. Its like i want to put on my pjs, pull the covers over my head and forget that anyone even exists. im currently smack in the middle of one of these moods. Theres no real reason for it. The sun is shining, work has been fine. But EVERY little thing is bothering me. Little things that i normally would find funny are hurting my feelings. Songs that i ussually love are making me want to cry. i cant stand being like this. I hate being on the verge of tears all day. i hate that people think they are being funny, and they are really hurting my feelings. I hate how personal i take things. My entire day has just been a little off. I think it started last night, when i couldnt get to sleep. Maybe i am just over tired. Maybe im bored with my life. I just do not know. I hope i am not like this much longer. I really hate myself in this mood.

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