Friday, January 16, 2009

Rut

I think im in a life rut. Everything that i like doing i just dont feel like doing anymore. I'm sick off music, im sick of tv shows, im just sick of everything. My life is so routine and i do the same stuff over and over. I have always been so goal oriented and lately i feel like i have been coasting through life. i no longer have long term goals and i guess i no longer care. I think i need to get my life back together and start having purpose in my life. I hate just coasting by doing the same crap all the time. I miss using my brain and the sense of accomplishment that comes with meeting personal goals. Working all day and having a longish commute do not help. By the time i get home im too tired to care or want anything. Its also dark and cold when i get home making me just want to curl up in front of the fire and watch tv all night. So starting soon... i am going to try to get out of this rut and have a sense of fulfillment!

1 comment:

Caitlin said...

Man, I am right there with you. I think I've written about it before as well. I would love to help you figure out what to do to get a sense of purpose!